Hihi my faithful 2 readers! It has been awhile since I wrote in here and figured that I should write one more time before the New Year! It has been an emotional time during the holidays and I have had no Christmas Spirit. We buried my uncle on Christmas Eve. It was a shock to the whole family. I am very thankful to have my friends around when I needed them the most. Thank You, thank you, thank you!

So for this year, I am most thankful for my friends who have helped me whether they knew it or not :)

Tansi! I haven't written in here in over a month! It has been a very hectic month with a glimpse that it shall get more hectic by Christmas. I am still trying to go to the Dominic Republic or Mexico or anywhere in the month of February! I have my passport and I am desperately wanting to put a stamp in it! That, and its my birthday on February 16th and would love to be in another country! I want to travel, damn it! I have already pre-booked days off for 7-10 days in February and it's freaking hard to try take time off with my job!

Speaking of jobs, I still love my job. I am not looking forward to when my assistant takes maternity leave though. I will be all by my lone in me office! Wah! Wah! I wonder who they shall have replacing her? Scary.

We had our 2nd annual "Greg Naytowhow Memorial Volleyball" tournament and the "Around the Lake" Poker Championship Tournament! The defending champions had won the volleyball tournament once again. For the poker games, we had a very good turnout in all of the communities! For the championship tournament, first place was $2550!! Like, holy crap! That is our record yet! Next year, I am so playing! I will not run the tournaments! I will not run the tournaments! I said that last year .. Blah.

Oooh yah! MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! Its been snowing here for the past two days and there is finally snow on the ground and it looks like Winter!! Its about freaking time! I love winter. It is so beautiful! I even started my Christmas shopping with every intention of finishing it off BEFORE December! We shall see!

Before I Kick the Bucket List..

I am not kicking the bucket anytime soon! (Crosses her fingers) Just thought I would set the record straight before my many fans read my list and freaks out! Heh. Who am I kidding? I have ONE fan! Yah YOU!

I started my list of things I want to do in my life .. It is still a work in progress and may add more to the list from time to time. All seem achievable, however, a few of them requires money .. soooo... I shall I will kindly take any donations. I am a very worthwhile charity case! =)

Goodmorning! Well, goodafternoon and just about good evening! I was scheduling a lazy Sunday. It started out as such. Then I forgot, it would have been my Mosom's Birthday today. He would have been turning 86? My uncle Burt was over when I woke up and he reminded me of the date today. So, I will be cooking a supper for folks today for whoever is around. Not sure what I am cooking yet. A roast, for sure. I was thinking of making soup and bannock. Mmmm, I am getting the most hungry now! Okay, well I am running over to the store to see what I can grab and maybe find some boys (who aren't lazy) to pick up the freezer over at my brothers place!

Oh yeah! I went to the Aboriginal Music Festival this past Friday night in Saskatoon. Most fun! Rock on my peoples! (Especially, Mr. Knight....)

Peace out....

my thought...

I think. I really do think that I need to drink. I need a night out with a few friends. Sit around have a couple drinks and laugh. No Drama. Don't need drama. I don't have much drama in my life, but at times, my friends do and sometimes that just kills the good times. However, at times, its funny as hell. Someday, I shall be the dramatic one, now that would be funny? On this night out, I think I shall dubb Janna DD! You can even come spoon with me Janna. I promise to knock you up! Okay, well its past the midnight and is now the Day After Tueseday! I shall get to bed =)

So my JannaBanana is pregnant! Congrats Girl! Hey, if she is a girl, can you name her myBonnie Lynne JR?? Doesn't that sound AWESOME! haha .. Am just kidding.

Anyways, its a beautiful Saturday afternoon. Kind of quiet around here. I stayed in lastnight because I just be too damn lazy! I was suppose to meet a couple of the girls up in Timber Bay lastnight to have a couple drinks and shoot the breeze. Maybe another night!

I am going to start on my own Bucket List. Not that I am going to kick the bucket soon, but still! Stay tuned, for my Bucket List in the near future....

M0LAN0SA Days

Hi Janna...
heh. Cheap Blog Entry.

It is the day after Tuesday and I am relaxing in my bedroom, listening to the thunder, rain splashing against my window and I can see the lightening through my curtains. It is soothing. I can just sit here all evening. There is just something about storms. I love them! Absolutely, love the sound of rain and thunder.

That is my only thought that I would like to express today...

I think I want holidays. I is confused. I love my job. I don't want to be away from the office, but at the same time, I want to go somewhere. Why can't my office travel with me? Just pack up my desk, computer, phone, fax, and scanner and just travel (must not forget my blackberry). If I get to take time off, I know I will be okay for the first couple of days then I will start wondering whats going on, who is phoning in .. I figure they will be lost without me. But then again, I said that about my last job of SEVEN years. Lost without me! HAH! Can't survive without me! HAH! Office will shut down! HAH! Health Centre will be disorganized! HAH! Blah, blah , blah. They are doing just fine and dandy. Bastards! *laughs* I miss them bastards :) I am absolutely loving my job though! Oooh! The Director put in her two week resignation notice! I almost forgot! I should give her a call tommorow. Her last day is next week on Tuesday. I wonder. Will I get my FREE jacket she was going to purchase for me? My TWO FREE jackets and Vest? I better!

I is going to bed.

Sometimes, I just don't know. I can just sit here thinking and thinking and I still will not know. I have just been thinking about everything lately. Absolutely everything and of absolutely nothing. I know that message is very vague and cryptic, but its for me to come back to for reflection purposes...I think I have too much time on my hands to be thinking this much!!

Anyways, enough thinking about things that I do not know of. I do know that, I am looking forward to our cultural days that is coming up next month. I get to go camping for one whole week! Last year, it was a whole week of playing poker! Fun Times!

I am missing the baby. He went up north for a visit. I think they will be gone till the end of this month. Holy Crap!

That is all for now, it is late and I am exhausted :)

drinks, poker, ufc and fishing ... typical boy stuff...

On Friday, the boss was away for a meeting in the city. My intention was to phone him up or text him and ask if I could take off early so I could head out to Thompsons Camp for a fun-filled weekend of fishing! He ended up texting me and left a msg for me at work that there was a last minute emergency meeting at 3:00 p.m. at the office. Yeah, there goes my idea. I didn't get outta the office till 5:30ish. That didn't damper my spirits! I was still excited. I had fishing on my mind all damn day.

Right after the meeting, I went to go load up the boat, cruized home and packed up and was waiting for Candace to get to the Rez. We didn't leave the Rez till 7:30 p.m. We got to La Ronge and it was raining. We must have looked silly! It was raining, lightening, and thunder and here we were, driving around with a boat. That was when I started to get sick because I was running around in the rain. But, I really wanted that KFC! Anywhos, we trekked along to Thompsons Camp. Its a good thing that Candace packed her "Adventure Eyes" she needs them anytime she goes for a road trip with me. It was so smokey and foggy, smoggy? just past La Ronge and all the way up to Thompsons Camp. It took us forever to get up there! Every vehicle that past us, we thought, that must be the boys checking up on us because by this time it was dark already and past 10:00 p.m. But nooo. Assholes that they are, didn't even worry about us! We finally got there about 10:30ish, unpacked everything and went wandering around the camp (in the rain, again) to look for the boys cabin. Finally found them, after walking by their cabin 3-4 times!

The next day, I woke up to a cloudy, windy and rainy day! So much for fishing! I banged stuff around in the kitchen cooking breakfast for Candace and I. Sleepyhead, she got to sleep in. I didn't mind cooking. Mmmm BACON! Couple of the boys come over later on to let us know that they are gonna be playing poker at their cabin. Thats all we did on Saturday, played poker (I won $55 - WOOHOO), had a few drinks (WOOHOO AGAIN), and watched UFC (Must I repeat myself? WOOHOO!). Oooh, of course I can't forget the wonderful and most delicious steak and potatoes that Sol cooked for everyone ... Yummy!! The whole time, I was still sick with a cold. I found out though that after a few drinks my cold distappeared for awhile! I went to bed Saturday night kinda earlish.

Sunday. Bright, beautiful Sunday. Must pack up and check out, Sunday. The sun decided to grace us with her presence this day. Nine o'clock in the morning, there was banging at our day. "Taking the boat out!!" DAMN, I dressed, packed EVERYTHING up, and was checked out of the cabin in no time! Our last day there and we finally got to take out the boats!! We spent about 6 hours of good fishing time! Finally! We didn't get back home till about 7ish that evening. Still Sick. Being out on the boat probably didn't help either. I had the most fun, despite being sick.

Monday - I didn't make it to work.
Tuesday - I better make it to work. (there is only so much housework I can do before I go CrAzY) .. BBQ at the house! Fonze's BDAY!

puttin on the dancing shoes

and heading out dancing tonight! My auntie got married today. I missed the ceremony. I missed the supper. I sure the hell ain't missing the dance!

It was thirsty Thursday lastnight! It was payday AND we had no work today. Where the hell was I? At home. Home, watching movies. Damn, I feel old. I was remembering, once upon a time, if it was a payday and long weekend, I would be no where near home. Yet, here I was, watching movies and playing with my godson. It was still great. I enjoy my days at home.

Its taking me forever to write this entry. I keep taking breaks to apply my makeup and to talk to Lisa. I should get going here.

Going out to raise some hell...
maybe...
probably not...
definitely, maybe.

Dear Diary, ahem, I mean - Dear Janna (My fellow ninja-hiding-in-the-bush partner):

If we didn't yell out, nobody would have seen us eh! Wow. We were awesome. I so need sleep right now! I demand sleep! Its too damn early to sleep. I want to play poker. I want to watch movies. I want... I am ready to do so some picture stealing from lastnight as soon as people post up their pictures!! HURRY UP. I can't believe I forgot my camera! I missed so many pictures! Grrr

last entry...

of the month that is! I have loads of work to get done this weekend! I had started working at the Band Office on March 27, 2008 and from that date, it feels like we had daily meetings. They are now requesting for the minutes of ALL the meetings by this Monday at 10:00 a.m. DAMN. I need two more weeks of meetings left to go then I will be all complete! So here I am, surfing the internet and typing in my blog, when I could be working. I shall get it done. Gotta have faith! I have a replacement coming in for all of next week while I am away. I am hoping to only be away for 3 days, but we shall see. I am picking up Nimis on Monday morning then we are heading to Valley River, MB, pick up my momma and then we are Winnipeg Bound!

day of thoughts

Happy Birthday Nimis! How old are we today? 21, I am sure! Hopefully, it clears up so we can have that BBQ at Little Red River Park! I have some work to get done today before leaving, but I shall see you later!

I went onto G's memorial website this morning. I don't go on there too often and now I remember why! It is too early in the morning for thoughts. It hurts the brain. I need another cup of coffee here. I will write more later. I need to jump in the shower and get to work.

Happy Birthday brother - Missing you.

good and bad mixture of a weekend...

It is the end of the long weekend. I missed out on a wedding meeting that turned out to be a drinking fest! How wude! I wanted to go there, but I was just too tired to do anything. I was in Prince Albert all week for meetings and by the time Friday rolled along, I just wanted to go home to my bed and that is what I did. It was D's birthday on Sunday - Sweet 16. I took her and a couple others to go watch "Iron Man" - Awesome movie!

Lastnight, was like the worst night ever. I think I got food poisening. It was absolutely horrendous and was still feeling it all day today. I was too scared to eat anything for awhile for fear it would come right back up. Ugh! Yeah, it was not a pretty site! Having to get up around 5 times during the night, running up the stairs .. Finally, after the 4th time, I just layed down on the couch - I never had food poisening before and I never want it ever, ever again! In the history of ever!

I take in my truck tommorow to the Claims office. It got booted...

update...

Quick Update as to what I been up to...

I stayed home this past weekend. I caught up on my sleep and spent some quality time with the TV. WOO! I also cleaned and raked up the yard on Sunday. I still need to clean up behind the house and the driveway. I would probably be needing help for that part! Its like a freaking garbage dump. Sheesh!

I am looking forward to this upcoming weekend. My momma is coming home for Mothers Day weekend. I am hoping that the fish are running so we can go for a ride up to Hannen (sp?)Creek on Saturday for some snare fishing. We will be having a BBQ at Anglin Lake on Sunday before she leaves us once again. For one weekend, we will not be orphans!!

In regards to work, I have been extremely busy and still loving it! I was actually able to spend two consecutive days in the office! I was ecstatic! I am also hoping that this week that I can spend the majority of the week in the office. I have asked Pamela to assist me with the piles and piles of filing and she seems to get more done when I am not there though. I guess that goes the same for me. I get ALOT more work done when my boss is away on meetings that I don't have to attend. I can't wait till both offices are in order, things put away, papers filed away and organized!

Oooh! Hessy's wedding date changed to July 25, 2008 and the location will be in Timber Bay! Information is correct right? I be a good bridesmaid =) Must go shopping for shoes. Must plan some parties. Must practice my drinking arm... I so excited!

It is a lazy Sunday that followed a lazy Saturday.  On Friday night, I went out in Prince Albert for Roxanne's Birthday.  She turned a whole 20 years old!  No longer a teenager or can she say she is 20teen? 
Anywhos....Other than going out on Friday, I did absolutely nothing all weekend.  I stayed home all day yesterday and looks like I will be doing the exact same thing today.  It's wonderful! I will be leaving for Saskatoon tommorow morning and I think I will be taking my Sarcan with me.  I have a meeting there for 2 days and Roxanne will be flying off to Vancouver on Tuesday afternoon.  Hopefully, I can meet her there next month *crosses her fingers*  That would just be awesome!  Lets see the magic work that Linda (the new Kokom-to-be) can do with da boss =)

As for my personal life, it is at a standstill. Currently, with my new job and my crazy schedule, I rarely have time for anything! I am phoning my friends while I am on the road because that seems like the only time I have. I know this "meeting after meeting" routine will be slowing down soon, but until then my friends .. TEXT ME or email me on my Blackberry .. My wonderful, beautiful BlackBerry. Sorry, I don't mean to sound like I am bragging or flaunting my cellphone, but I really do love my BlackBerry.

happy winter...

I woke up bright and early this Saturday morning to a blanket of snow on the ground .. Happy Winter, I thought!! I WAS going to start my spring cleaning this weekend. Never mind that. I shall go to a BBQ instead.

I have two new addictions. First, is my Blackberry. The boss and I did chip'ins to purchase it and I found my heart. My heart is in the blackberry. I love it. Absolutely love it. Today is actually the first day, since I recieved it two weeks ago, that it has been turned off for more than 12 hours. Who knew there was an OFF button??!! My other addiction is my other new toy. I now have a laptop, courtesy of the band. Technically, its not mine, but will be in my possession for the next 3 years. So yeah, its mine. I need help from a geeks-r-us kinda person. I wanna know how to work the software for my blackberry. It is all installed and connected, but just don't know the how-to. I also need Adobe-Acrobat. I wanna make pdf files. I think that is all for now.

I should start getting ready. Turn on the Blackberry... I miss it.

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loving my stapler...

I have a new job. After seven years working at the Health Centre, I been seconded over to the Band Office. I am now the Executive Assistant for the Chief. It is a different enviroment. Different people. A different pace. It is, how do I say .... different. I still have to help the Health Centre train the people that will be taking over my job duties. There are two people doing my job and if you count the Health Director taking over my supervisory duties for the time being. That would be three. Three people to do my job! Wow. I was awesome. Maybe if I were getting paid a higher wage, I would have stayed. No, probably not. I needed change desperately.

Change I needed. Change I got! I have been stupidly busy these past two weeks that I don't even have to time to think. I am absolutely loving it and scared at the same time! At the Health Centre, I knew the programs inside out. I knew what I was doing and was excellent in my job. I been working at the band office for around 2.5 weeks and I don't know where anything is. The phones never stop ringing, requests flying in, people wandering into my office, going to meeting after meeting. I have a million and a half things needing to get done at any time of the day. Its been a whirlwind! I still have to go pack up my old office, take down my pictures, steal a couple more items. After a couple years of not getting a raise. I sure showed them! I stole my stapler. Muahahahah.

election results 2008

Chief
Roger I. Bird 472
Lionel Bird 360
Frank J. Roberts 139
Jack Ross 34

Montreal Lake

Arnold Naytowhow 289
Jason Ballantyne 271
Shirley Henderson 268
Delia Naytowhow 236
Simpson Naytowhow 228
Harry Halkett 207
Steven Ross 188
Theresa Halkett 181
Leslie Bird 166
Agnes Naytowhow 166
Norman Ross Jr 148
Jeffrey Okemow 147
Eli Roberts 144
Roy Ross 129
Bernard Bird 112
Jimmy A. Bird 90

PA Urban: Bi-Election: April 25, 2008

John H. Charles 48
Wallace Charles 48
Norma Ross-Ballantyne 41
Conrad Naytowhow 21

Little Red

Jeff Badger 152
Elmer Ballantyne 126
Fred Halkett 109
Howard Halkett 90
Virginia Bird 81

Weyakwin/Timber Bay

Jarret Nelson 36
Cyril Henderson 22
Conrad Naytowhow 11
Joe Nelson 11

Whadda!

Heading to a Ninja Tournament this weekend in Weyburn. Gonna go hang out with Ninja Nimis doing Ninja stuff, have ninja conversations, and watch some ninja competitions! I am excited. It should be interesting! I leave sometime today and be back sometime on Sunday? Yeah. Nothing like being specific eh! I really don't know any ninja times yet! Ooh, speaking of Ninja! I received my yellow belt a couple weeks ago!

I been extremely busy all damn week. I miss my home. I been sleeping there everynight, but haven't had the chance to just stay home and relax. I am missing my bed. I wanna be lazy! There is always next weekend. Long freaking weekend. WooHoo!

Carry On Peeps.

just another manic monday....

I am back at work in full force. Well, actually, I was back last week, but I had technically only worked for 2.5 days. I got sent to meetings the last couple days and that was informative (Kind of). I have piles and piles of work waiting for me. I need an assistant. I wanna just sit here answer questions and phones and have someone else do the actual paper work. That would be wonderful. Any volunteers? I can not pay you, but you will be paid in kind of being in my presence. That is an opportunity that no money can get you.

I went on a road trip this past Friday to Yorkton and was back in Prince Albert the very next day. The roads were awful on the way there and it took me about 5 hours to get there. Thank you Maxim Radio for making the time fly by. On the way back, it took me 3.5 hours - No stops. Thank you Maxim Radio once again.

It was an absolutely beautiful day yesterday. I took the opportunity to totally clean out my truck. It feels brand new again. I don't want to trade off my truck anymore. Lately, I have been feeling the urge to trade off my truck. It is a damn gas guzzler, but it looks damn nice! I make the truck look hot. What do I do? I shall see.

I don't have too much to say in my blogger today. I am writing this during my lunch hour at work and I really should get back....

question...

Question...Whats a downstairs? Seriously. Seriously? Seriously. Who the hell reads my blog? I was just wondering. Am I sitting here talking to myself in blogland? Hrmph! How wude! At least when I talk to myself, the voices in my head respond. They can hold up a decent conversation at times. I miss them. I should wake them up.

It is near the end of my holidays. Can I just have two more weeks off? Okay, just one. I think I am getting used to this. My holidays had gotten extended by a week already so that was 3 weeks in total. What did I do? Absolutely nothing. I ain't complaining. I loved it. Except for yesterday. I was bitchy. Like seriously B-I-T-C-H-Y. But, I got over it. I am cool now. More like, awesome. I excovered awesomeness! Excover. New word. Pass it on.

I am heading into the big city today. I am finally getting my paycheque. A$$holes. OH yeah. I got over it. I am awesome.

Oooh, gotta go. The baby is up.

happy valentines day...

Today we are going to have a supper, cake and ice cream. It is Whitney's birthday and she was saying that she never had a supper on her birthday since she was 12. I hate to be the one to break tradition, sooooo we are celebrating it being valentines day not her birthday....haha. A$$holes, we are.

I don't know when I will be taking my holidays again. Not having to go to sleep early and swear at my alarm every morning has been a blessing. But, on the not so positive side, It feels like I broke my toe - I am taking meds for it now. I have to go for my yearly physical before my holidays are up - Start taking my regular meds. I think my one eyeball is bigger than the other - I have to go see the nurse about this before the day is over. Lets just say, I broke my eyeball. It sounds more tragic. I have to go for a belt test on my birthday - which means, no celebrating my birthday the night before. I get to spend yet more money on me truck - I have an appointment for it tommorow for my right bearings and an oil change. Ooh! My fire wound is all healed now, but I still have a bruised ass.

I went and watched that movie Fools Gold with the nieces. It was awesome. There is this one part of the movie where this not-so-bright chick had come a bright realization and it was just hilarious. The funny part was that I didn't get the joke right away and when I finally heard and comprehended what she was saying, I started laughing. By then, it was quiet in the cinema - except for me giggling. That got me laughing more to a point where I started crying cause I was laughing too much. That made me laugh some more and when I almost snorted, yeah, seen my girls leaning away from me like they didn't want people know they were with me. Hehe. Great girls night out! Must not have been that embarassing because they said we have to do that again soon.

My eye is pissing me off. Gotta go.

p.s. Yesterday was my day of mixed feelings and confusion.

day two...

of my holidays.... I was so freaking bored yesterday, but today, I could do absolutely nothing and enjoy the hell out of it. I woke up today at 10:30 a.m. and it seemed so early and normally, that would be so sleeping in. How come nobody from work phoned me yet with a crisis? Am I replaceable? I doubt it. Everybody can be replaced by someone better. I am the better one though. Am I conceited? or modest? I choose modest.

I went to my karate class lastnight and I will be going for a belt test this Saturday. On my birthday. That bites. I was telling my sister-cousin that she will have to pick me up at the Nash before the test. Umm, yeah. I am on my own. She has never been there and refuses to go there. Boy oh boy is she missing out! There is a downstairs and everything! Her loss.

I think I shall go to town today. I want to go watch the movie "Fools Gold" and my niece has offered to spend the day with me, after school, that is. It must be "cool" now to hang out with Aunty! I'll show her cool! I am down with the lingo and everything! Jipta! See. How cool am I. That is a statement, not a question. Nobody answer.

Later homies...

on holidays...

I just started a two week holiday. And so far, what did I do? Absolutely nothing. Friday was my last day of work and I ended up staying there till 8:30 in the evening. I finished up all my reports and was leaving last minute instructions to my replacement. I stayed home all weekend. I ventured out a couple of times to play poker, but not too far away. My birthday is coming up and I am starting to feel too old to celebrate! Lol. That is just because I stayed home all freaking weekend. I have got to admit though, it was relaxing. I think I seriously need to find more friends around here! Friends who would come visit ME when I am too lazy to go anywheres. That is how I am feeling. Loving my bed just a bit too much. I think I should go crawl into bed again...

just one of those days

Today is just one of those days where you want to stay confined inside your house and not go anywhere! I slept in this morning, well, on purpose. I opened up the curtains and seen a blizzard going on. I crawled back under the covers and attempted to sleep. Damn alarm. So, I slept at 9 minute intervals. I phoned in to work with the intention of telling the receptionist that I will not be in today. Yeah. The Vice-Chief answered the phone. I will be in right away, I says! Got lazy, once again. Phoned in for the second time with the same intention as before. The reception now answers and says for me to get my butt to work as my boss from town made it into work through the blizzard. Send a taxi to pick me up in 15, I says! So here I am at work. Lazy as hell. Blizzard still going on. Boss went home. It is one of those days, where I could get a lot of work done, because it is so quiet, if only I were motivated!

I need a smoke. It is too damn cold and I am trying to cut back. If I were to cut back or heaven forbid, quit smoking, I would have to quit drinking. That is just rude. I am confused. What do I do? Kill two birds with one stone? I like birdies. I think I will try working.

p.s. Sometimes, I don't understand people. They can be confusing too.

road trip cancelled...

My road trip to Los Angeles has been cancelled. I shall write more later.

all of a sudden...

All of a sudden tonight, I miss my brother. It has been quite a few years and I can still see his face, hear his laugh. I sit here and wonder how life would be different if he were here. Where would he be in his life? Would I have grown up to be the person that I am today? Would his daughter? I wish that I had the power to see. How would it be different? The moment that I lost him was a big impact in my life. It was life changing. I know I have said before that everything happens for a reason. I have to believe that or I will go crazy with thoughts. I have accepted the fact, but sometimes, I just wonder...

Signed,

Wandering Aimlessly (just for the moment...)

Year 2007

If you are one of my friends and you are watching the slide show above and you have other photos from 2007 that you want added .. EMAIL ME!!

p.s. I need pictures of Lorna

new years resolutions...

I don't have any. Once upon a time, I used to make resolutions, but I ended up breaking them. So now, I figure, I will not make any resolutions because they end up being empty promises and I hate lying to myself!

I have Karate tonight. Slowly, it shall kill me! Or make me stronger? It feels like the former. I gotta go get ready for the punishment...

happy new year...

A Happy New Year to everyone! What will the new year bring to me? I want to make some changes. Well, one in particular, but I been saying that for years. Can I quit my job? In March, it will be seven years since I started working at the Health Centre. I like my job. I am comfortable in it. Maybe too comfortable, there is no opportunity for advancement. No prospects of a salary raise. And yet, I am still here. I did warn the boss, however, that I might be returning to school in the fall. She realizes that after seven years, a person must move on. What will people do without me??? Hehe .. Prolly continue on!

Speaking of work. That is where I am right now being security till 8:00 a.m. It is only 2:30 and I am already tired. I still have 5.5 hours to go! No security showed up tonight and as supervisor, I couldn't find anybody to work! So here I am, working. I don't think I will be making it to work in the morning!

Well, I should go do my rounds or play poker...Such decisions!