Well, I guess its that time...

It is Sunday. Time for me to pack up and wander on towards home. I am seriously contemplating getting the internet hooked back up at home. I missed it. Weird.

It really is different around here at times. On this past Friday, it would have been my mosom's birthday. We had no supper. There are still times when I forget that he has passed on. I would be at the casino or something having a drink or a cigarette and for a brief moment, I would hesitate and glance around... Just for that brief moment, I would forget ...

tired...

I am so exhausted today. I slept for about 2 hours lastnight, but I still made it to my informational workshop all day today! Interesting meeting about Pandemic Planning. I have been on this committee for a few months now and it's scary to think of what will happen when the pandemic hits. What was the theme today ... it went something like .. "Its hard to plan a disaster, but even harder to explain why there was no plan.." We have been working on a pandemic plan for our community, but still needs a lot of work.

Today would have been my mosom's birthday. I almost had a moment today. I had to leave my meeting and step outside for some air ...