just one of those days

Today is just one of those days where you want to stay confined inside your house and not go anywhere! I slept in this morning, well, on purpose. I opened up the curtains and seen a blizzard going on. I crawled back under the covers and attempted to sleep. Damn alarm. So, I slept at 9 minute intervals. I phoned in to work with the intention of telling the receptionist that I will not be in today. Yeah. The Vice-Chief answered the phone. I will be in right away, I says! Got lazy, once again. Phoned in for the second time with the same intention as before. The reception now answers and says for me to get my butt to work as my boss from town made it into work through the blizzard. Send a taxi to pick me up in 15, I says! So here I am at work. Lazy as hell. Blizzard still going on. Boss went home. It is one of those days, where I could get a lot of work done, because it is so quiet, if only I were motivated!

I need a smoke. It is too damn cold and I am trying to cut back. If I were to cut back or heaven forbid, quit smoking, I would have to quit drinking. That is just rude. I am confused. What do I do? Kill two birds with one stone? I like birdies. I think I will try working.

p.s. Sometimes, I don't understand people. They can be confusing too.

road trip cancelled...

My road trip to Los Angeles has been cancelled. I shall write more later.

all of a sudden...

All of a sudden tonight, I miss my brother. It has been quite a few years and I can still see his face, hear his laugh. I sit here and wonder how life would be different if he were here. Where would he be in his life? Would I have grown up to be the person that I am today? Would his daughter? I wish that I had the power to see. How would it be different? The moment that I lost him was a big impact in my life. It was life changing. I know I have said before that everything happens for a reason. I have to believe that or I will go crazy with thoughts. I have accepted the fact, but sometimes, I just wonder...

Signed,

Wandering Aimlessly (just for the moment...)

Year 2007

If you are one of my friends and you are watching the slide show above and you have other photos from 2007 that you want added .. EMAIL ME!!

p.s. I need pictures of Lorna

new years resolutions...

I don't have any. Once upon a time, I used to make resolutions, but I ended up breaking them. So now, I figure, I will not make any resolutions because they end up being empty promises and I hate lying to myself!

I have Karate tonight. Slowly, it shall kill me! Or make me stronger? It feels like the former. I gotta go get ready for the punishment...

happy new year...

A Happy New Year to everyone! What will the new year bring to me? I want to make some changes. Well, one in particular, but I been saying that for years. Can I quit my job? In March, it will be seven years since I started working at the Health Centre. I like my job. I am comfortable in it. Maybe too comfortable, there is no opportunity for advancement. No prospects of a salary raise. And yet, I am still here. I did warn the boss, however, that I might be returning to school in the fall. She realizes that after seven years, a person must move on. What will people do without me??? Hehe .. Prolly continue on!

Speaking of work. That is where I am right now being security till 8:00 a.m. It is only 2:30 and I am already tired. I still have 5.5 hours to go! No security showed up tonight and as supervisor, I couldn't find anybody to work! So here I am, working. I don't think I will be making it to work in the morning!

Well, I should go do my rounds or play poker...Such decisions!